May 16, 2016
Well, today is my very last day in the double digit number days of sobriety...hopefully forever! I cannot wait to get over this whole "quitting" thing. It is almost as time consuming as drinking was. But, I need the online support I get from reading all of the blogs, listening to the Bubble Hour and reading books about sobriety.
I am very much looking forward to tomorrow where I will turn the corner and enter the triple digit number of days! I can't wait to read the 100 day posts of those that are ahead of me!
I think tomorrow I will also read my blog in its entirety to remind myself how far I've come!
I know this sounds really strange, but it really is a surreal feeling being at Day 99. I never could've imagined it. I feel like that tomorrow, when I reach 100 days, I will be different! I know I am still in the early stages and there will still be cravings and triggers...and I still have a lot of work to do on how I deal with things. But, mentally, I will be different. I will have made it to a place that I NEVER thought I could get to. Remember....this time is the only time I've ever made it past a Day 1 in 10+ years!!!
I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!! (old Helen Reddy song for you young ones!)
So, today is a big turning point for me! Tomorrow, I'll be another day older!!! hahaha!
Wishing you a great day!
Sober at 53