February 26, 2016
Day 20
Hello!
It's another Friday night! Oh how I looked forward to that first Friday glass of wine (and the many that came afterwards!) I came straight home from Daughter #3's evening activity. I have big plans for Saturday. I day out with a bunch of women doing a fun activity. I even offered to drive the hour away. That way, if there was any drinking involved I would be less tempted to do so.
I was still grouchy. I found that reading about other people struggling with alcohol addiction was helping me to stay grounded. It also made me feel not so alone! I finished reading that great blog I ha mentioned "mummyisasecretdrinker." I keep going back to her beginning and that is really helping me. Oh how I wish I didn't have to do this! Why oh why? How in the world did I get here? Where did I cross the line from a casual drinker to a heavy drinker? So not fair! I am an educated, bright woman. Where did I go wrong? I guess there is no looking back, only going forward! So onward I go…alcohol free…and struggling!
Wishing you a wonderful Friday evening!
Love,
Sober at 53
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